felt the best that i could feel censored every memory
  give me yours so I can feed mine
  anywhere but far away can't be what you meant to say
  I won't miss you in the meantime
    all jokes aside you should decide
  if it pleases or pains you
  you should be allowed but you were beat out
  so nothing can save you
    closing up into the end try to start it up again
  a lower voice and tired heart beats
  take away the self esteem force it through to get relief
  taking everything that I need
    spirits all keep coming down
  come around with answers
  i'll cut my teeth in slivers
  you're up and gone and senseless
  broken open your abscess
    is it all or is it none
  i cant decide
  closing all the one way doors
  till i am left outside
  that's just what i see
  that's what i came to see
  now you shut me out
  i feel left out